I AM...

I am my own best friend. My own worst enemy. My biggest fear. My biggest regret. The highlight of my day. The highlight of my night. My greatest hello. My hardest goodbye.

I am my own competiton. My own breaking point. My first love. My first heartbreak. My only smile. My only frown. The reason I laugh. The reason I cry.


I am my own daydream. My own nightmare. My biggest secret. My biggest lie. The highlight of my event. The highlight of my moment. My greatest win. My hardest loss.


I am my own "once upon a time". My own "happily ever after". My favorite story. My favorite fairytale. My first song. My first poem. My only want. My only desire.





But you are, and always will be the reason of me living.

the ugly duckling.

Everyday I look in the mirror and see this girl. This girl that has the biggest insecurities, and people don't understand why. They tell her that she's beautiful and they tell her she has alot going for herself, but for some reason she can't see it. She wishes that she could be like the other girls, who have the utmost confidence in themselves. The kind of girls that don't care what people say about them because they know they've got it together. But she just ... CAN'T ! People look at her and think she's this mean black bitch, but looks are REALLY decieving. She's such a sweet and loving person, and constantly she's being tooken advantage of because of that. No one understands her because people see what they wanna see or believe what they wanna believe. It's sad, but it's true.